; school library

I was afraid, still am, and I know I can't afford to lose.

Never a believer of the 'Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened' crap-o-logic. Upon having tasted the sweetness, being not a saint but very human, wouldn't you crave for more? Of at least, enough to sustain the lust?

Then tell me, what happens when it stops?

I wove a web of apathy and indifference, with a sprig of arrogance and aloofness merely to protect the very fragile being within.

So don't try, unless you're confident of ensuring her survival after releasing her from the security of her own world.