; reflections

I must stop smoking first thing I wake up everyday.

It's making me dizzy groggy and worst of all, excessively emo.

But yknow. Everyone I care about's gonna leave me eventually.

Raes has gone. I haven't seen Vic in ages. Josh's in camp. Mich's busy with OCBC and now I think she's gonna study a whole lot. I patched things up with Sis, but her world revolves around Calv. Pd's not talking to me. And I could go on and on, but these few are the first that came to mine.

Erik's leaving tomorrow.

How many more people can I afford to lose?

i don't want it to come to the day when you begin to matter, then you have to go away.