; yat sum gnoi nei yat gor

My body clock is screwed. I sleep at say, 2 in the afternoon and wake at 9. And since I don't deal with nightlife except for supper these days, the keyword is Unproductive, with a capital U.

I don't have much to blog about, except that er. Leo finally got a girlfriend I think? That's the only new piece of newsflash I've got right now. And I'm back to eating chocolate, Royce's champagne for the win, never been very fond of Godivas. Just bought Uno stacko and Disney Scrabble, so that's what I do when I'm not with the bf, and the family's at home.

Hello Anony, I don't know who you are, nor your situation at hand, so all I can say is.. I'm not trying to.. okay can't think of the word, simplify or make less complex the pain I know you must be suffering of your broken heart, just know that in time, somehow, this too will pass. I don't know how long it will take. Might be days, could be months. But it will go away. And you will hopefully, emerge stronger, and better.

When I broke up with Samuel I thought it the end of the world, I really did. Everyone told me the same old thing I was tired of hearing, that you'll find somebody better, that you'll move on. I didn't want to find anyone better, I just wanted him back. But looking back I want to laugh so hard at that foolish girl.

I wonder, did I love him, really? Yuck, how could I? I remember that incident where he guarded outself my door to prevent me from hanging out at Raiders with Sel Josh and the rest whom he had conflicts with, how I had to accompany and wait for him to finish his bike lessons, my deleted phonebook which I never regained, confiscation of my friendster and MSN when he could use his, me taking a cab from school during break just to get him breakfast and then heading back to school, leaving money under his pillow so he wouldn't go hungry..

Okay sum it up, not cute not rich no personality, that's what I think now. Especially when I compare with the current, cute (till he gained so much weight with me HAHA), rich, car, easygoing and still sweet (let us forget the flaws for now).

You can, and will do so much better, you just don't realise it yet my dear. Give yourself time to heal, cry and listen to sad songs, then move on, why cry for a pussy when you can get a lion? RAWRRRR