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Mother's day. Got her a bouquet of 7roses, I never knew baby's breath was called 'Man Tian Xing' (sky full of stars) in chinese! Sucha pretty name.

The Aunts came over in honour of Mother's day to visit the Gran. Miss those days when we all lived in Gardens, 5 minutes away from each other. I miss my Big Aunt's cooking, she was the one who brought me up from a baby to two, and my Little Aunt who spoilt me thoroughly as a kid - decked in branded gear head to toe and toys that cost hundred odds.. gosh! I'll never spend that kinda money on kiddy toys.

Didn't feel like blogging much, though I do have tons of muses to share. Haven't been singing ktv for ages, where've all the kakis gone? Only left Chris, and our 'timing's' never right, he has camp and when he doesn't, I'm with the bf =( My voice's detoriating to nothing I swear I sound like a toad these days.

I feel so hesitant about going abroad, sure it's been in the plans since years back but.. I don't know, I'm so scared of the unknown. Why couldn't I be born in the Uk or something, I mean like okay, in SG the best you can go is NUS, whereas in UK or US when you think of good it's Havard or Oxford. I've always wanted to enter Julliard.. the renowned music school but.. OH WELL.

Food for thought. You know, when I was in my early teens, and I hung out with people more than a couple of years older, I've sometimes felt that the older females were threatened, and offended by our 'young' presence. Something along the lines of 'You're a kid younger, what right do you have to be around us, with 'our' guy friends?' And I was all. Ha, too bad, suckers.

Now I know exactly how they feel. It's like you see your friends and girls a couple of years younger and you're like. Wtf, she's only 16. HUH, she's 17? Why is she even hanging with us? That kinda thing. Not to all, but some. I think it's selfishness and jealousy talking. Like, when the girls are older than yourself you feel like, oh of course, she's older she deserves or it's LOGICAL, but when they're younger..

Do you guys feel me?

Oh and I'm so over R, especially after I realised his girlfriend's only 17. I don't know why.

Been thinking of doing the eyes. You know Ayumi, Korean stars I can't name offhand and Taiwan artistes? Those HUGE doe like eyes? None of them is real. Go check out those big eye friends you've got, you'll realise none of them has DOE liked huge eyes which can only be achieved by cutting the ends, or the inner corner. The thing is, I've gotta go over Korea to do them though it's cheap, about 4k? Plus air ticks and I can just see my dad's mouth going NO WAY.

I wanna eat crabs leh.