Tuesday, May 08, 2007

; i'm a fool

This isn't the first time I've left the comfort of my bed to come trooping onto the computer table. Can't get to sleep, which is no suprise, I've been up for barely 10 hours.

Guess what I found out a couple of days ago? My cousin's been with Dylan, a pretty nice guy 7 years older than her for awhile now. He didn't strike me the slightest bit familiar then, just a random new boyfriend of my cousin, yknow?

I've heard about his ex-girlfriend, who cheated on him like, twice or thrice in the course of their 2 year relationship, which they ended a couple of months before he met and started dating my cousin. Her name, Charlene - but what, I know like 123123 Charlenes so it wasn't like, oh you were dating Raelene?!?! or something (my point is, unique name)

Only a few days before my cousin bounding up to me eagerly with a 'hey wanna check out her friendster? it's no longer a private profile!' did I realise.. okay, her display pic was an abstract one with her boyfriend, couldn't see no face, and then when we scrolled down.. I was totally.

OMFG. Charleneloyxueyan! Then it all made sense, I remember Win showing me Dylan's friendster approx. 2 years ago, and scoffing at the tattoo of his name on his back. God! The Xueyan (as we knew her back then) I've made small talk to, a friend of many of my friends of 86 when I was a kid of what, 14 or 15!

Last I heard of her, Win was telling me Adi went over her place to help fix up something or other, and she was going 'look at my Ipod' which she'd 'borrowed' from Win years back, and Adi all 'isn't that Win's Mini'? and Win was grousing 'she probably stuck a lil sticker with her name on the Ipod'. Yep, Adi and Alwin's ex-girlfriend.

Singapore is small, isn't it? The boyfriend's heartily tired I can tell, of me going, 'oh hey, that's my friend!' every so often, he kinda burst most sarcastically when I did that reading a magazine, at the This Month's Hunk You'll Like To Me or something like that section (one of the clubbing clique year four years ago, my favourite Zouk and Centro pal) and the time when I was gobbling up my cheeseprata at Rk and I called up to a most unlikely person, a pri school senior who was arm in arm with a 40 year old business man.

Pfttttttt my mom is bugging me for 'facing the computer' too often, so I'm gonna buzz and try get some breakfast. Later dude.

/edit/ gosh I almost forgot my point of this whole entry. Does anyone have any idea how/where Win is? *hints Mich - youknowanything? He deleted his friendster and though I can still remember his number (I deleted his number *caustic smile) I don't really feel like a) being ignored b) getting my head bitten off. Come a few more weeks, it'll be the month where we could have made it but I broke it but I doubt he's forgiven me so.. *shrugs..

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