This will be a quick one to prevent any outbursts or crying.
I don't know whether I'm okay, I'm manically depressed or anything else.
One moment I feel alright, an acceptance of a reality one cannot change,
the other I feel so resentful, that the Good Lord is tormenting me with Waiting once again.
I've cried but now I feel alright so I'm trying to keep it this way.
I think it's only when I really go think about it and how life has and will change, that I have only weekends to spend with him that I weep non stop.
I'm incoherent and I'm so self centered, everything in this post is I I I but whatever. Goodbye.
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