10 months and counting, still going on strong.
I wonder if it was the best, or worst 10 months of my life?
Terence once said this, years back, 'Don't cry cos it's over, smile cos it happened.' Mixed feelings towards that statement, simply because if you've never felt so deep you'll never lose so hard.
Oh, don't misunderstand, we're not breaking up. The boyfriend's heading to serve the nation this weekend. And though I said 'Yeah, finally I'll have a lil self-time', to be brutally honest I'm motherfucking terrified. Don't we all just hate change?
What will I do without my full-time friend & lover?
Will things change between us?
Life's cool as it is, if only it can stay still. I don't wanna move on, I don't wanna look ahead, I don't wanna grow up.
The history of the past is so more bloody brilliant than the dreams of the future, if only because it's a sure thing.
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