It's 5:05am now. He'll be awake in 25 mins, camp protocol.
Ahpui just popped by with a couple of ex huayi-ians i can faintly recognised, managed to sell off the pack of Reds I bought on impulse at Geylang with the BF, tempted by the cheap price. Ever since my Mom provides me with an approximate 3 packs a week, I find it silly to be buying cigs when I can get them at cost price, which is almost a whole dollar lesser.
I haven't smoked so much in a long time.
My brother didn't get Home Leave this weekend, have no idea why.
And don't mind me but I'm gonna start my whinings all over again.
It's not fair that it's impossible to see, to even talk at will to the two of the four (the other two being my dad and my lil bro) most important X chromosome entities in my life.
I wish I didn't wake up at 9pm today, now I can't fall asleep and I'll be exhausted when I head off for driving school.
Can't believe I'm saying this, but I'm actually looking forward to working at my dad's new HP and calling cards shop at CCK when it finally opens at the end of this month. And I'm actually feeling too much of a downer to anticipate my final Harry Potter book which is coming out in 6 days, incidentally.
I have nothing to blog about anymore.
I feel like jumping off the building. I feel like drinking. I feel like getting high.
But I just sit in front of the comp and do nothing because I'm too much of a coward.
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