; love's theme song

I was originally very, very annoyed.

Why did my Gstring appear in my cousin's shelf? (it's directly below mine) And worst, the soft dazzling white fabric is stained with blueish blackish taints. 20bucks apiece, not alot of money, but certainly quite abit for a teeny piece of cloth. Plus it's an S, so she could've fitted perfectly. I mean hello, I was pissed when she wore my top which I've been saving for an occasion or other and I told her off very gently, but underwear is.. PRIVATE.

She denies it, so I'm wondering whether it's the maid trying to conjure stories. Cos she told me similar ones of socks, and though it was true, it turned out that my Mom gave my cousin permission. Still, I suspect my cousin might not be entirely honest. I don't remember telling her she could have this certain old panty which she insisted I did. But duh, family > maid I guess.

I have a nasty temper, most people are unaware, and I'm ashamed to say, only my family and the boyfriend gets the full brunt of it.

I do love my cousin, but I get very very tired of her sometimes, especially when I realised she complains of this 'fuckedup family' and 'cb sis (me)'. I don't do that! I understand I'm not the easiest person to get along with 24/7. But she's gotta understand, that though what I'm gonna say is hurting, it's very, very true.

Okay I'm not gonna say anymore.