; i will

Are promises that difficult to fufill? If they are, why do people bother making them in the first place? Wouldn't everything be better, easier if there were never any promises, therefore not a chance to break them?

My brother's girl wrote to him. I'm unsure of the details, but apparently she got together with one of his best buddies for awhile, and then they parted. Whatever happened to her numerous letters of love, and vows to await his release, to continue their love story? And now, what good are her thousands of apologies? Yeah, you cry when you tell him you love him and you'll wait for him, and you cry when you tell him I'm sorry, I got together with another guy and I won't do it again. This digusting abuse of sacred tears have rendered them meaningless, and ineffective.

Yes, I cry at the slightest bit too. But at least I don't.. grrr talking about this makes me livid. BOILING.

Don't say it's hard, and it's difficult and painful, cos I KNOW FIRST HAND, BITCH. And our cases differed in that I waited for my loved foolishly, knowing I WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN unless I fly to Taiwan cos he has a permanent ban in Singapore.

What about you? He'll be out on HomeLeave in a couple of weeks. He'll be eligible for school and Weekend Leave in two months. For fuck's sake he's right in Jurong, NEAR YOU, though you can't see him.

Hearts might sway, but if you have a heart you would have kept him in it and not stray so easily, and with his BEST BUDDY too. What are people coming to, these days. I don't even wanna talk about the best buddy part. I might just wreck my keyboard typing so furiously.

And I can't help but wonder why friends tend to 'share' girls. Okay, there's this girl, let's call her J. She was with BB at first, and after that, XH, and now, XB. And this girl, LY, was with XH (yeah the same XH), then with XX. Guess what, the guys all hang out on a daily basis and call each other brothers.

Sick I tell you.