Friday, November 17, 2006

; forever for you

Never been one to learn from my mistakes, but this time I have, and I've taken steps to change, I'm different from who I used to be, so I really hope the Almighty above will be just and kind this time round towards me.

I've learned to give and graciously too, not just receieve without reciprocation. To make an effort, to try again and harder. To recognise my flaws, and do something about them. To accept that nobody's perfect, to forgive.

Sometimes I wonder whether this change is making me a better person, or simply a fool wrapped around a finger. But I've decided to push negativity aside, and instead work on being a stronger human being. Strong, but not stupid.

To the friends I've neglected, I'm sorry, it's the exams, and my tendency to gyrate and lavish all my attentions on the boyfriend and the few closest to me. The fact that I lost my phone doesn't help either. But tomorrow's the last paper, and I'll be a liberated woman! Hahaha.

Let everything be okay. I'm not indefatiguable.

I love you too baby.

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