Sunday, June 10, 2007

; yue liang dai biao wo de xin

Don't ask me why I'm listening to Teresa Tang. Lol. Winamp's on shuffle and I'm too lazy to switch it or maybe I figured I need a little old school peace.

Being sick is a major major bitch I tell you. Sore throats are the killer. Imagine feeling like fuck and you can't even light up cos your throat's too tender to tarek. Now I'm enjoying my first real fag out session after days of simply puffing without inhaling.

And flu is another pain in the ass. So damn tired and you HAVE to sit up to blow your nose otherwise the mucus's gonna drip everywhere. Not to mention the area below my nose and above my mouth is so sore it feels like it's gonna tear any moment due to all the friction from the tissue blowing.

And the lethargic-ness and body aches. Aaah I hate life. Why couldn't the sick issues wait till the boyfriend's birthday is over? I haven't gotten him ANYTHING cos a) I'm too tired to go out and b) I'm too tired to bug my mom for my mother and wham bam his birthday is tomorrow. God.

The brother's first time leave (something like home leave, only you come out for only 9 hours, sorta testing you to see whether you'll abscond) was today, thank god I returned the Home's missed call last night or I'll be embarking on a major guilt trip to nowhere if he missed the leave cos I didn't pick up the call.

Was good finally having a chance to talk without parental surveillance. Those who know my dad knows la. But having to wake up at 9 in the morning after sleeping at 5 or 6 is taking a severe toll on my health. I think taking a good long bath will help but I'm too tired to drag my ass to the bathroom to do anything more than pee.

Oh and my whole body feels like it's gonna rip apart. Everywhere feels sore and tender. You know like those major tight dry skin. Not exaggerating, everywhere's damn red and all.

Then my brother had to make my Mom cry and my Dad really upset cos he insisted on meeting his friends. Which I don't know whether is bad or justified but it's his life I supposed. After 7 months he should be able to do what he wants. And his fellow Home inmates snuck tons of numbers and messages requesting him to call and pass them on. He hid them in his shoe, if discovered the consequences would be hell, CS (cold something) which is like.. solitary confinement in a cold room.

Damn cute la. Quite alot of messages to girlfriends. Which he made me call and pass on since he's too shy? to do so. But kinda sad case. Some were like yeah I'll wait for him. Another was like I'll write a letter to him which equates to Bad News we all think. One friend was like I'll see how about writing. And one Mom was like 'Oh I forgot he has visiting today'. WTF. This makes me so appreciative of my parents man. And one girl was damn cute. She ended up talking to me and even asked me over to her work place where we can meet for lunch and hang or something. Lol. I tried my best to call everyone, and get all the messages through cos I remembered how desperately I awaited and how I felt when Daniel was in Changi Prison.

Wah this post is damn long and I'm not half done. I'm kinda enjoying this ranting and whining.

Anyhoo. To end off a light note.

Miss Peabrain "dont talk to me if you know you're going to piss me off bad." says:
you know i think of what you said that day i wanna laugh
Miss Peabrain "dont talk to me if you know you're going to piss me off bad." says:
you say : okay tonight i msg her go fuck your mum next day i apologize see if she likes it or not
Miss Peabrain "dont talk to me if you know you're going to piss me off bad." says:
LOL
Miss Peabrain "dont talk to me if you know you're going to piss me off bad." says:
i tink of that i wanna laugh

joviee.* says:
lol
joviee.* says:
i cannot help it la
joviee.* says:
i'm not 18 yet

Miss Peabrain "dont talk to me if you know you're going to piss me off bad." says:
LOL

joviee.* says:
when i'm 20 i'm sure i won't be like that
joviee.* says:
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