Everything's okay. It's supposed to be okay.
But I'm not.
I don't know why I'm feeling so ill at ease, so disconcerted. Maybe cos I didn't solve matters, I just left it aside, for another time. That's why I have this might-be irritating tendency to want to discuss a matter at length, settle it once and for all, before leaving it aside. Only then, will I be at peace.
I'm not okay, I'm not okay.
You know what they say the calm before the storm? Yeah, you should be wary of it. Cos when you drop your guard and take a breather, that's when life comes up quietly from behind and shove you into the dirt, mercilessly.
On a sidenote, lushvibes.blogspot.com. Gonna have my first online shopping experience (only shopped online on 'real' stores before). Amanta's gonna make an awesome saleswoman someday.
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