; love me

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through, I don't know how long I'll be. But I'm not gonna let you down, just wait and see. And between now and then till I see you again I'll be loving you. Love me. Between now and then till I see you again I'll be loving you, love, Me.


Jovina, Shianne, Jenson, Jovan, Beebee.

Family.

Nobody will be able to fully comprehend my loss, my anguish from being torn justifiably, but still, cruelly from the person I love most in the world, my younger brother Jenson. One week apart seems like an entire lifetime.

Granted, on a typical day we would see each other for merely a matter of hours, about 10pm? when he returns home due to probation, but talk not about time as figures, hours and minutes, but quality time. Teasing banter, little squabbles, and when the need arises, heart to heart talks.

He lost weight. And his tears fell as freely as my own. "I only want my family", this simple sentence will haunt my nights until the next visit, same day, same time.

I miss him so much it's a constant ache in my heart that never really goes away.