; gone

I really, really detest drama in my life. I wonder what I use to crave from it. The momentarily peaks punctured by numerous dips? Bah.

If life can go on as smooth as.. I don't know, silk? A straight line, I couldn't ask for more.

I feel like I'm missing out on shitloads of stuff. But Baby makes me happy. Only when we part do I realise I'm so damn hooked onto him I scare myself sometimes.

Life's a bore. I half wish I'm leaving as planned this year. One more year in bleak and dreary Singapore.. The usual Christmas excitement is contrasting so drastically with my dullish lifestyle, making it seem more monotonous then usual.

Ah my baby's so cute I have a really retarded picture of him in my phone. Heehee. Which reminds me. I got a new phone with a screwed up memory card and NO CABLE.

Sucker. And I damaged the top of the phone within TWO DAYS. And the time is screwed. If you text me at 16:00 it shows 8:00. Bloody retardish.

Life is sucha fun sucker. Hate hate hate.

I do realise I'm being whiny and irritating. Hmph.