I'm missing you, even though you're right here by my side. Cos lately it seems, the distance between us is growing too wide. I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over, it's the last thing that I wanna hear.. You say that you love me, but sometimes you're just saying the words. If you got something to tell me, don't keep it inside, let it be heard. I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over, but I'll make it easy for you.
If your heart's not in it for real, please don't try to fake what you don't feel. If love's already gone, it's not fair to lead me on cos I would give the whole world for you. Anything you ask of me I'll do. But I won't ask you to stay, I'd rather walk away if your heart's not in it.
How I wish I can take us back in time, but it's gone too far, now we can't rewind. And there's nothing I can do to stop me from losing you, can't make you change your mind.
No, this isn't about me and the boyfriend, we're still happy and in love, or at least, that's what I like to think and hope. It's about friendships and I've been contemplating.
Think about it. In a break up with a significant other, it's clean and precise. It's unequivocal. Break up = break up. And yeah, you hurt you bleed and everything but at least you know for certain, it's over, over. Speaking of friendships, they're ambiguous. You drift, and you're uncertain where you now stand in the heart of your friend.
But I guess I just gotta learn. Friends will stray, eventually. But how I wish they would never, never ever.
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