Sunday, June 17, 2007

; shi ni jue ding wo de shang xin

I so miss ktv sessions. Anyone up for one? Anyone at all?

One where we can really sing, not just gossip and waste money? Hehehe. My ktv system at home is so outdated, no new songs. Gotta figure out how Kbox does it (we share the same system).

Rented Rocky Balboa the other day. Most inspiring movie ever, though it was a little draggy but I suppose it adds to the emotional quotient of the film. Almost four popcorns I would give it.

Sometimes I think I have the most wonderful boyfriend ever. Other times I feel like chasing then stabbing him with a parang.

I've been given to making really nasty remarks lately, of people I deem have done me wrong. Things I don't usually say, like 'Wish that fat beef will just die under the blazing sun la' and 'Fuck that bitch I hope her husband divorces her'. Lol. Don't know what's wrong with me these days.

ta zhuo le ta jue de dui de xuan ze
wo zhi neng zhu fu ta zhen de dui le
ai bu liao wo zui xiang yao ai de ren
shui hai neng yao wo zhen yang ne?

wo ai de ren bu shi wo de ai ren
ta xin li mei yi chun dou shu yu ling yi ge ren
ta zhen xin fu
xin fu de zhen can ren
rang wo you ai you hen ta de ai zhe me na me shen
wo ai de ren ta yi you le ai ren
cong ta men de yan shen shuo ming le wo bu ke neng
mei dang ting jian ta huo ta shuo wo men

jiu xiang ting jian ai qing yong hen de chao xiao shen

Thursday, June 14, 2007

; still friends

Has it been awhile? The regulars have been.. well, regular I see. :D Thanks for the love!

Sometimes things happen, and you HAVE to gasp and wonder, geesh what is the world coming to?! despite the fact that you're in your mere teens and haven't really hung round the world much yet. Okay, you're not here to listen to me beat around the bush, but to know the deal that's polluting shittifying Singapore, no? Welcome to my world.

I've been accused (guess who? *rolls eyes) of leeching on my boyfriend! Seriously. Oh side note, I'm not deigning to address the issue, why should I, to the leech himself? but it's more of Hello readers wanna hear a laugh? post.

Well, if it's anyone else I would explain, I don't like to appear as the one paying money, so at the start of the week I would deposit 50 or an appropriate amount to the boyfriend so he can pay the bills (movies/food etc). So much for a feminist world eh, but I'm old fashioned like that.

And I'm going HEHE when I announce that these days, the boyfriend has been very generous, paying for food (most of the time his mom's money (lunch allowance sorta thing) which is extremely nice of her, but I hardly consider that leeching, would you when a girl eats over at a guy's place? cos funny, I don't hear my parents saying a thing when we had a family dinner inclusive of the boyfriend at 600bucks) but I suppose if other people and their families are too much of misers.. you can hardly blame them.

Like the bf said, he's more or less paying for the bread like the 'man of the family' and he expects me to do little chores, eg running up to get a glass of rootbeer for him, packing the room, and helping his mom out whenever I can, which I do, bring the clothes in and stuff which Bernice doesn't do. Not that I'm complaining, it's brilliant training for me when I'm abroad/a wife and I'm more than glad to help out when the family has been so kind to me.

The thing is, the one who has the audacity to make such a statement. God, the bastard fucking lives off girls! Note, male living off female which doesn't make sense unless a) pimp b) fucker c) homo.. along those lines anyway. For fuck's sake, when you don't require 3 months to pay up a debt of 100bucks (omg a 100 is what, dinner for two at billy bombers? -_-) (claiming along the way, family problem, no money) and when you learn to display decency to ones who were kind enough to lend you cash in your times of need only to have you refusing to reply/return it shamelessly, well you can talk then.

And another laugh. 'Eh why don't you settle your issue so the guys can talk bout other, more interesting issues like couples having a massive narcotics orgy or something similar instead of harping on yours all the time?'

WHATTHEFUCK. Now people blame the one being gossiped about for what? being gossiped about cos despite the fact that more intriguing issues are at hand, we're still hot topic of the month? Really. Now put your hands on your head and scream 'WHAT'S THE WORLD COMING TO?'

Wait. I forgot. I guess that's the 'Bastards-R-US' for you.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

; invisible man

Sometimes I'm really clueless to feelings of others, and that makes me feel really, really bad. Like when Keith said 'nah just surprised by the conversation cos these days you act like you can't be bothered or you're too good or something' and Sel was like 'just thought you'll have something to ask cos it's not like you to talk to me'.

=( This from two former close/good friends! I seriously had no idea. But I'm pretty damn sure they're not the only two.

Sorry for alienating all you guys, you know I love you ^^ If you don't then I'm telling you now!

Oh and the reason for this post is cos I wanna share this joke.

Cos in the Home, the racial bigotry is suffocating, and that's saying something considering the fact that my brother having lived in Jurong (I think they populate half of the west) for the past 3 years have tons of bosom Malay buddies.

But after hearing the horror tales from the Home, can you blame the Chinese and Indians (ALLIANCED) ? Back in 04 and 05 70% of the occupants were Malays. So they controlled the Home politics. (You won't miss politics anywhere honey) New boys usually have it bad. It's a tradition, to keep them in check. Seniority speaks volumes in there. Seniority in terms of 'how long you've been there'. You don't mess with old boys. But new chinese/indian boys who've done nothing except be deemed to have a fucked up face by the Malays suffer hell.

Eat shit or else get your teeth smashed. Four gone. Wanna eat. No? Lets see how many teeth you have left then. Face smashed onto grills. Hands stomped on by bed poles. Be a dog and keep watch for nothing, NOTHING!, make sure you respond when I shout hey or you're dead tomorrow. Be a punching bag.

And when I mildly suggested 'why not tell the sir?' the brother was OUTRAGED. 'What, be a snitch? No way anyone will let down their own skin.'

Yeah, it's all skin and clothes there. Skin you know what I mean, clothes refer to gang. Ever heard of the term 'Eh I wanna hang shirt already?' Get it now?

I was against my bro calling Malays dogs and all but I don't know, I've to fight to suppress the ill feeling I now harbor against them myself. Not that I'm racist, but how can you help it? Eh if any of you wanna be funny and call police say I making racist comments all, I'm not okay, I'm telling it as it is. Just hope the sirs won't be so blind and keep a closer eye on the boys these days.

So anyway. The joke I promised.

You know how people smuggle stuff into the boys' home? The typical hiding in underwear and shoes and nonsense? HAHA that's old school man. The latest trend? SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS. No kidding. The Malays wrap up the fags in a thin sheet of paper or something (I think anghoon la, thinner can shove more) and shove them up their asses! Not one. Maybe 3 or 4! Then they shit it out and out it comes. Mother fucking hell seriously. Damn ingenious, damn sick.