I am absolutely disgusted and appalled by my actions last night.
And horrified at what I've done since Monday.
All for a guy whom I've known for what, 10 days?!
The ironic thing is, it took a healthy dosage of Martell, Emily, Kelly and Ivy to rouse me from my state of what can only be called utter pathetic-ation.
I still wonder, though.
Who was right, and who wrong? Did I make a mistake of losing a potential true love? (highly unlikely), or did I save myself by forcing the situation to a halt thus eradicating the chances of future hurt.
I guess this will just have to go down on the list of 'The things you never knew'.
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