Monday, July 02, 2007

; hear me out

What an apt song title. Silverstein for the win, as always!

When everyone's left me here, I'll make it on my own, just wait and see.

Hear me out, I don't think you'll make it out.


Always remember dears, envy spawns spite, in turn, spite conceives lies.

So forget that bastard or bitch's vicious bitings, and smile that you've have it made. Listen to people talk, about Bill Gates and his infamous dropout from Harvard. So what, he's the richest man in the world. Hear the cutting remarks they sneer about Donald Trump's 'unsightly' (in their words) hairdo, well smell the roses, he's worth a cool 2.9 billion US dollars.

I've made numerous friends, and likewise, countless enemies in life. But the newest accusation or insult or whatever it is, is startling fresh and worth a lil food for thought, for say five seconds anyway.

'I don't like her cos she brags about her trust fund and the clothes she wear (fbts & tees) and the way I see you guys eating Pizza Hut and you paying time doesn't fit in. If she wants to brag at least show proof.' -something along those lines, anyway.

For the benefit of the readers over here, here you go;

Firstly, I fully recall the time when the topic, trust fund came up. June last year, world cup season outside Happy Daze cafe. I can't remember all who were present, but I visualise, no mistake Jennifer, Jona, Calvin, Wanwin (wearing the green racerback), Erik, Peidong (wearing black tee), Cheexian, and the bikers James, Jackson, Xuanbin hanging in the background.

Peidong brought up the issue, by saying he had to sign some papers regarding trust funds round his 18th birthday, and everyone chipped in their two cents, with Erik and myself sharing our fund details.

Tadah, and that was the one and only time trust funds came into the picture. And if disclosing to my boyfriend whom I consider the biggest part of my life apart from the blood ties my 'net worth' at the moment is considered bragging,

Brag [brag]
1.to talk boastfully.
–verb (used with object)

well, I'll say fucks to you you're wrong, I know I'm simply telling him with not the slightest intention nor hint of a boast, a snippet about myself which should be fully understandable to those with functioning braincells, isn't talking to your SO (forum lingo for significant other) about anything and everything under the sun part of a relationship?

The incredulous part is, I've never mentioned it to the one making groundless accusations anything regarding trust funds, and he calls it bragging, when he heard it from my boyfriend. Isn't it more understandable if he goes 'Oh, (insert name of my boyfriend) is bragging that his girlfriend is well to do.'? -.-

God, do I have to produce what, accounts and property deeds to ze boyfriend to show that I'm capable and not lying of being in short, a millionaire's kid? I suggest you catch up on the news, 3 outta every 200 Singaporeans are millionaires, in US currency, even after excluding the house they're living in, so it's really no big deal, nothing suprising, and certainly nothing to be proud of.

For the ignorant, here,http://business.asiaone.com.sg/news/mymoney/20070629_001.html.

I've addressed the 'Pizza hut and boyfriend paying' issue not a long while ago, and I would reiterate, but lazily so make do with the a) Boyfriend's arrangement - like marriage, I bring in the dough and you do the housework and be my Maria and b) Paying behind the scenes - spare boyfriend and myself embarrassment of letting the world see the woman forking out cash and pass it to him beforehand (though I would admit, half the time we eat with the family and the 3 quarts, the boyfriend pays)

So sue us for being traditional, and being perfectly happy with the arrangement. We spend what we can afford, when money's tight we make do with chicken rice - laksa for me, and when we can we splurge on delectables, haute cuisine.

And don't even start on 'why will moneybags be less full when you're rich'. I don't proclaim I'm rich. Let's face it. The Rents are the one holding onto the purse strings. I suppose by some insane warped theory you can make it out that it's my fault I get 450 a month now (which by the way I feel is a fairly reasonable sum of money for a teen, I pointed that out to James)

This post has been by far one I've enjoyed the most lately, but I'm tired and will address the last issue, the duds.

Dude, this is Singapore. Humid, Hot. And while I will take responsibility of my love for FOOD, GLORIOUS FOOD.. leading to a hefty babydino sticking to tees and polos, I see no reason to apologise or explain my strutting in the heartlands sporting oversize tees and shorts. It's not my problem dude chooses to take the heat in a worn old tshirt (*rolls eyes, have you looked in the mirror lately?) and jeans, but I'm sticking to my preference for comfort over stylish in the face of my boyfriend. Especially when it's for heading out to TEH-O, Maggi Goreng and not what, gourment coffee and pasta at the stifling coffeeshop and right back to the house within an hour. When it's to movies and restaurants and so on, you can open your abnormally large it then.

The boyfriend's not complaining, so, why should you?

Yes clothes make a person they say, but what do I have to prove to the Indian PrataMan, to the Stingray Uncle, or to you even? Yawns.

There was a time I wouldn't step outta the house without full makeup and perfect club gear on but thankfully, I've outgrown the infantile, or in baby language, childish need to flaunt or to put up appearances.

So if hanging out with the Nikebag (which I'm pretty fond of) makes me less worthy than when I'm sporting Gucci, who needs superficiality like that, anyway? (:

I can be Lok-kok, and still have a boyfriend and friends who loves me.

AND, that doesn't make me any poorer than those who wears Mango to kopidiams, which by the way, is a mid range brand. But it doesn't make me any better than them either.

; poison

Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, nor Hell a fury like a woman scorned.

And I may be wrong about alot of things, but trust me on that one.

Vengeance is sweet, and is best a dish served cold.

And like My Chemical Romance so proudly proclaimed, it will be three cheers and three cheers

Three cheers for sweet revenge. :D

Sunday, July 01, 2007

; candlelight fantasia

It's 6.22 in the morning, my latest fag is making me sleepy but it's high time I started updating, no?

HELLO THERE!

The past two weeks or so have been pretty eventful, what with my birthday and everything going on. Nothing flashy though, I think I've outgrown the traditional crazy havoc of a birthday week I use to relish in. Last year and this, meesah have stuck to a quieter, cosy celebration, and I'm not complaining, they were as pretty damn awesome as they come.

Dinner at Morton's, Erik's recommendations never go wrong, though the pricetag was worth a :O but OH THE STEAK. OH THE BEVERAGES.

Sidetrack. AMAGAWD I think my 13 year old brother's friend added me on friendster. LOL. "when did i hurt u? i really duno... really duno... u lyk dat u noe i mre n mre fan mah? haiz...ppl view mi till 8365 m i so popluar? diaoz... MIA LoNeLyNeSsBoY"

AHAHAHA. 8365 views for a profile with no picture SIOL! Making my toes giggling, seriously. Okay I think I need to get psycho-analysed for my need to taunt a prepubescent child but this is hilarious hehehe.

Okay where was I. Oh yes. The sight of the chocolate cake topped with premium icecream (it was known as ZE GODIVA'S CHOCOLATE CAKE till they updated the menu) and the scarlet strawberries topped with the most delectable looking cream ever.. YUMMEH! Impeccable service, though we were probably the youngest customers there and our wallets nowhere as thick as the multitude of caucasians and dignified looking businessmen, not to forget the powerhouse women in suits. Four outta five, the steak was close to perfection but not nearly there yet so.. DON'T THINK JUST GO. :D

And I've found the perfect solution to my insatiable sweet tooth. P.S Cafe. Located in a really secluded spot, near Tanglin Mall, hard to find but that's the intrigue and when you do. WHOA. The cakes are fantastic I tell you. Bout 15 a cake, a generous slice and so prettily presented that I, the most fussy person alive when it comes to cakes - Yes I openly grumbled at a Secret Recipe one and refused to finish it- cannot conceal my delight and were practically rubbing my hands in glee much to the amusement of mr boyfriend. Haha! And the pricetag, well like what the people say, how many cakes can you eat?! They do dinner too, and the ambience was wonderful. Superb for anniversaries and such, unparalleled, really but go casual formal though, or you'll feel terribly out of place.

Enough raving about food for now.

The boyfriend's selling his Oakley radio sunglasses on Ebay and a thought struck me. EH I CAN SELL MY UNWANTED LV BAG AND WALLET TOO HOH! And then. EH I CAN SELL MY CLOTHES I DON'T WEAR COS I'M TOO BABYDINOSAUR LIKE NOW LEH!

Will post them up after I master the art of taking photographs of clothes. Rachie's gonna help display them on her blog. Teehee I'm too lazy to set up one lah! And if you know me you probably know that my clothes are fairly expensive, I don't think I have a single piece apart of tees below 60, mostly designers, so please do support! No defects, barely worn (I buy on impulse then I realise they make me look fat and I've stuck to my tees and polos since hitting 55kg =( YES NOT SHY) And I'll give a fair price, does up to 50% from the original sound reasonable? Hmm.

Oh and an authentic brand new Louis Vuitton wallet going at 600 from the original http://www.eluxury.com/browse/product_detail.jhtml?styleid=10470401&SectionID=6000 945 (US currency x1.52) which is uh 35% discount, anyone? Impulse, impulse. Probably gonna sell it on Ebay, but I'm too lazy to ship it. And a bag from the same line, retailing at 2 - 3 k odd, will post it up when I'm less of a bum. My arms hurt =(

Later.