; when you're gone

My brains are screaming silent in my head, urging for a time out but the eyes just refuse to remain shut. For the past 48 hours, I've slept for 4 hours. No thanks to my cousin, I finally fell asleep at 4++ am last night/morning but she woke me up break of dawn when she was getting ready for school. She didn't make any noise but I do think she should be more considerate and use the bed lamp, she knows how light a sleeper I am, the fluorescent lights and wham bam I'm up. Mental note to remind her not to do it tomorrow.

My MSN is jamming up every two seconds. Extremely annoying. Thank god for the laptop.

My friend's boyfriend broke up with her. A two year relationship, three year friendship before eventually getting together and he ended it via sms for no good reason. Everything was going fine and dandy. Just because he entered NS. And he said stuff about her finding someone better and all. She's heading for Uni soon so I guess I comprende his insecurity but really. Why count your chickens before they hatch? I'm keeping my fingers crossed it IS due to his paranoia and not another girl out there or something.

Really disturbing la. I hate the boyfriend doesn't get any funny ideas. I haven't talked to him for four days now, longest yet since we starting dating back late August.


I always needed time on my own. I never thought I need you there when I cry. And the days feel like years when I'm alone. And the bed where you lie is made up on your side. When you walk away I count the steps that you take. Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone the face I came to know is missing too. When you're gone the words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay. I miss you.

I never felt this way before. Everything that I do reminds me of you. And the clothes you left they lie on the floor. They smell just like you I love the things that you do. When you walk away I count the steps that you take. Do you see how much I need you right now?

We were made for each other out here forever I know we were. All I ever wanted was for you to do, everything I do I give my heart and soul. I can hardly breathe I need you here with me.

Great track, even though it's Avril Lavigne.