Sunday, October 15, 2006

; falling out of love

So sad, but true.

I use to scorn all those lil twits who cut themselves. Like, ha! Multitude of little attention seekers rising up these days. Cut and show the world. My time, when I did so, it was few and far between and we were so ashamed of this weakness, we hid it from vision.

Perhaps I was too hard on them, too self absorbed that I forgot everyone had different, growing pains.

A friend of mine did something silly again. I'm unsure whether she cut herself, or she took pills. She was a popular girl with a really wide social circle. Rich, pretty, and smart too. She really had it all, know what I mean? I was suprised when she started emo blogging about a guy who got her down. I mean, it happened once before and she got upset, but she stood up soon after. Not so this time. She fell apart.

Another friend was a girl. Not quite the average one. She was extremely well to do, and had very different.. how do you put it, interests and beliefs from typical girls. Maybe it was due to the fact that she was more of a.. 'bung' to put in gently in her younger days. But she's since evolved into a gorgeous swan. She was conservative beyond her years, clubbing and smoking is wrong, sex before marriage morally incorrect that sorta thing. Hell even revealing clothes and make up (except for special occasions) were a sin with her around. Thus I was startled to learn she once had an overdosage of paracetamol and now have liver problems which will probably stay with her for life.

Not unlike myself.

I guess, shit happens to even the best of us.


Note: Please take good care Plynn. You were meant to live, for so much more.

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