; already dead

Everyone is so intrigued by Death Note, and I'm no exception! Everybody loves Wikipedia, the one stop site for anything 101. Hehehe.

And I guess I needa stop assuming, then pitying people. I felt so foolish, remembering my indignity and outrage for the 'poor' girl. Must always remember, there's two sides to a story. Oh wait, lemme act wise and all knowing, there are three sides to a story, the two parties' and the truth.

My throat is so bruised it hurts like fuck everytime I swallow. Why do we need to swallow so often! The flu and cough's not helping things either. Exam stress, I swear. Everytime exam dates draw near I will miraculously fall ill.

And my mom told me dad is seriously considering slicing the already meagre pocket money, AND rather than the svelte body I'd been dreaming of, I am now merely a notion short of being a Pudge.

Enough about the Por Ol Me stuff.

Met up with the people I loved yesterday. (:

And now I'm home with the people I love most in the world, my brothers my cousin my babygirl and mom just reached home and she's warming up home made barley for me which I'm not too fond of, but I shall drink it anyway in appreciation of how she made it especially for me.

TP holidays are so over, and those TP buggers who promised to hang during their hols are now back to school again. Leo, you're one of them so don't think telling me to meet up at the airport while you are working is going to pacify me.

I haven't seen Vic in ages. I miss her. And Raes hasn't been online in a mullun years, guess she's up to her nosey in college, those guys and varisity volleyball and the like. It's amazing how we remain so similar despite her being half way across the world. Emails long overdued.

Umm okay I'm gonna re-read Death Note again.

I'm going to be the only mofo heading into the exam halls with 5 days worth of studying for each paper, I swear.

And if I bleed, I'll bleed knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you, I'll wake without you there.

Sudden burst of emoism. Fuck the world. Childish, I know but I can't think of a more precise way to put it across.

dan mungkin bila nanti, kita kan bertemu lagi
satu pintaku jangan, kau coba tanyakan kembali
rasa yang kutinggal mati
seperti hari kemarin, saat semua disini