; who will i run to when autumn doesn't return?

you were the one who i could tell my deepest fears
and you were the one who always wiped away my tears

so now i've lost everything
cos now you say you're gone forever more

so who will i
who will i run to?
who will i turn to?
now that you left me behind
who will dry my tears when i cry?
now that you're not here in my life?

cos i would give anything
cos i want you back forever more


And I thought I was beyond crying.

You know,
when it hurts, when you hurt so goddamn bad, when you're bleeding so deep from inside

You just don't cry anymore.

That's the maximus of Pain.
The zenith of Grief and Sorrow.

Words, tears, those traditional tools of expression are worthless, meaningless.

But to sum it all up, I miss I need I want my brother back by my side.


初秋的天 冰冷的夜 autumn's first, the freezing dusk
回忆慢慢袭来 reawakened images that're memories
真心的爱 就像落叶 deep true love resembling fallen leaves
为何却要分开 why do they have to fall and part?

灰色的天 独自彷徨 the dull grey expanse of bleak sky, the solitary cheerlessness
城市的老地方 the old place we used to go
真的孤单 走过忧伤 stark lonliness, melancholia's company
心碎还要逞强 a broken heart faking a smile

想为你披件外衣 if only i could place a sweater upon you
天凉要爱惜自己 it's cold, please do take care of yourself
没有人比我更疼你 nobody loves you more than i do

告诉你 在每个 if i could i'll let you know
想你的夜里 in every sleepless night, mind occupied with only you
我哭的好无力 how desperately i cry

就让秋风带走我的思念 so allow the autumn wind to flee with my yearning
带走我的泪 to depart with those salty beads that fall from my eyes
我还一直静静守候在 mutedly i remain awaiting
相约的地点 always at the agreed place

求求老天淋湿我的双眼 dear god won't you flood both eyes of mine
冰冻我的心 and chill, ice over my heart
让我不再苦苦奢求你还 so i'll no longer have to so bitterly beg for your
回来我身边 return to my side.

我身边 by my side.