Peidong told me, many months ago, a lil scornfully cos of the quarrels I share with Baby - 'There's no point in a relationship without trust.'
It's not that I disagree, but, what happens when he broke your heart, lost your trust but you love him regardless and refuse to give up on the relationship, thus making the choice to forgive?
If I could I would forget what he did so I can be blissfully Mrs Fatfat again. But there isn't a button for me to press. Everyday the incident will reiterate in my head. Taunting me. Haunting me. And that's with him sleeping like a good boy in bed. Imagine what I'll go through when I'm away from him.
Hell, forget Mrs Fatfat. Remember Lil Miss Emo? The countless unanimous votes for Emo Kid of the Year?
I'm trying to smile. Faking a smile.
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