; breathe again

I'm so much stronger than both you and I thought I'd be.

Too used to suicidal tendencies, I didn't realise I've outgrown it long, long ago and left it all far far behind.

If only I knew, maybe the prolonged pain (and a certain level of bliss, undeniable) would have ended way before.

Back from Thailand!

I really wanted that ultra cool pair of Vivienne Westwood specs, but Dad threw a fit at the hefty pricetag (500SGD). When the Mom managed to convince him, sorry little girl, we're flying home.

Was in such a rush, I missed out the GG belt I've wanted for ages (dutyfree!)

The loot? Ugh, 3 perfumes (dutyfree again!), a CK and Playboy set of lingerie, a Warcoal that didn't fit (HEY I'M 34D NOW SUCKAS!) and the Gem: Guerlain travel palette! (makeup, for the oblivious)

Pretty pathetic huh?

Anyway I'm scent mad now so I'm gonna list it all.

-CK Eternity Moment
-YSL Babydoll (yes again!)
-HugoBoss Intense (yes again, again!)
-HugoBoss Energise (bro)
-DKNY Be Delicious (lil bro)
-Dior Miss Dior Cherie (sis)

The sista got herself a Lancome blusher (everyone go WOW). This from a girl who stands firmly by drugstore brands!

Guilty point: Missed Andy's Absolute Disco cos DAD claimed that since he paid for my airticket, he and not my friend's entitled to the perks that come with it. *roll eyes

I'm gonna go reply Lk and Nicholas now.

; tranquility

Is that too much to ask for?

The past couple of weeks was a complete and utter pandemonium I'll give my arm, no make that two arms, never to have to relieve.

2008 came strutting along in this snappy little package- more driving lessons, happy pills, minor room renovation, the break up, china relations' arrival, maid's departure and the Thailand trip just a day away.

God, did I mention, it's only February?

I need to catch my breath before I just jump down and SUA SUA KI.

Seriously.

; lian ku dou shi wo de cuo

分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱 记得那么多
怎么放手

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说

连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说

连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错

连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错