; stranger

Hilary Duff is so goddamn hot in the video, I know, I can't believe I'm saying that.


Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind. Nobody believes me when I tell them that there's so much to hide. You treat me like a queen when we go out, wanna show everyone what our love's about. All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd, but when no one's around,

There's no kindness in your eyes. The way you look at me it's just not right. And I can tell you what's going on this time, there's a stranger in my life. You're not the person that I once knew. Are you scared to let them know it's you? If they could only see you like I do, then they would see a stranger too.

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you? Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room? You made yourself look perfect in every way, so when this goes down I'm the one who will be blamed. Your plan is working so you can just walk away. Baby, your secret's safe.

Such a long way back, from this place that we were at. When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry.

; next life

The world may think I'm worrying over nothing, that I'm generally being the mistrustful, over paranoid pipsqueak of a person that I am, but I know better.

My intuition, rarely, you could say never, misses too far off it's mark.

I can't believe it's happening again.

Question is, what do I do now?

; hey there delilah

I love this song. It's been my ringtone for a few months now. And I can't resist the dig, way before Perfect10 started playing it.

Reminds me of Clarissa, Max and myself at Cine before the customary cosmopolitan (think 10 different nationalities) 'drink till you drop with no less than thirty and 50 - 60 bottles of Tiger and if you're lucky you'll see Bart high on drugs and Boy with a bin over his head running full circle around Newton'.

Talked to her the other day. She's miserable, because of the Baked one (Baker la, duh) Like Matt once said, Clar's really One Love, man. I can't remember how many men I've switched since mid05, from Shawn to my current SO. We were singing Hey there Delilah really loudly at the railings and Qianqian and what's her name, the hottest China girl in school, I think it's Si Si or something, said Hi and what I was doing and Max thought I was speaking Japanese instead of Mandarin cos I could do the China accent perfecto.

Anyways, my brother just chalked up a 2058 gambling debt. I would say Good luck, have fun but since he's my brother all I can give is, Godspeed.