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Hehehe.

Some things never change, guess I'll always be a last minute sorta person, the one who goes frantically shopping on the eves of big dates -Xmas, CNY, for presents and clothes and the like.

Before that the parents got me 2 tees which I deemed 'home clothes' so they're not technically considered CNY wear. Mom was like. Ha. Right. Spanking nice new tees ain't clothes now? (in chinese which sounds even worst) Daddy dearest retorted with a 'DUH. Tees are so totally Homewear.' HAHA TAKE THAT, WOMAN.

My brother (the one in boys' home) and I get some kinda sadistic kick glee sorta thing when Dad lectures Mom good naturedly. Digressed. Where was I.

Oh yes. So pre yesterday, I had only ONE new top and ONE bottom (cos I took the other pair of shorts and deemed it casual wear hehe) and what I can't wait to wear, my very first PUSH UP BRA. Dunno leh, been kinda into this cleavage thing and nice firm round boobs.. Hmm. C cup and no cleavage.. I wonder why. Been asking Mich la, my cousin's boyfriend la, my boyfriend la.. but not one of them gave me a satisfactory answer.

K sorr I keep losing my train of thought. Uh so yesterday was like, uber CHIONGING for t3h clothes. Stupid Polo Ralph Singapore. I really really want the big pony in gold black polo. Utterly gorgeous. But it's only coming out say, April? May? Guy didn't even look apologetic. And he was all, I'm not sure if it's coming to our stores. GRRRRR. And I couldn't find the striped shirt I wanted to get to replace my lost one. I can't remember where my Mom left it. I wish she'll stop taking my stuff -_-

Bought another 'casual' top from Zara. I got kinda sick of plain sweater like v necked tops with 3/4 sleeves, I'm sure you guys know what I mean? cos I was so into them when I was 14, 15. But oh well it suits every occasion and since the boyfriend's totally in the paying mood, okay loh! Heehee.

Guess Wisma was totally sUckz0rx. Marciano was totally over the top, Jeans was.. ugly. Bebe another disappointment. I kinda you know, labelled it the 'sure can find stuff' boutique. Okay I dig that kimono but 279? Poor boyfriend lol. So no la the medium was huge and I pretended the small was a lil too big to save the bf's pocket. And there was this babydoll top with an awesome neckline (CLEAVAGE YO CLEAVAGE) but the flare made me look pregnant. Stupid designer. Or maybe I'm just fat lah. =( And this hanky top I wanted to get displayed the tattoo too prominently. Buy alr can't even wear for CNY, asking for it from the parents only lol.

Eh I blogged alot hor. Hahaha.

So I got no CNY and I was getting desperate. AX was nice, but it would totally fit into my tees = home clothes category. BCBG was closed but I saw this cute lil white dress on display. Must go back someday. Oh btw have I ever told you guys I think Mango, Topshop, Warehouse and those are totally overrated? And I kinda don't get the Forever21 craze. The quality is terrible. I'm not really a brand whore but a quality person I can't stand bad cloth.

So went to the Guess and the only nice thing was this shirtdress. But I wasn't sure if I wanted to get that cos it so wasn't my style. Bernice was all. Wah you got so decent meh lol. Decent as in SI WEN which means.. demure. Gentle?

So lanlan go Ck since all was closed. And I wanted this halter in medium, white but it was out so I had to try M, cream. AND IT WAS TOO BIG HAHAHA. SO HAPPY SO I BOUGHT WHITE S WITHOUT TRYING. But when I went home and tried it it was still too big so gotta go back change for XS. ZOMG. My first XS piece since hitting 17. So only my tummy's big la okay hehehe I don't have broad shoulders ^^

And baby rushed back to Guess which was closed, but he told the person My girlfriend like this dress la hehehehe. The manniquin had to wear jeans with it but me being a shortie as a dress it's all good.

And Dad's totally stingy. $188. God that's what I get for being his daughter for years. =_= And I was so totally psychoing him into my 6 per angbao theory but he laughed and stuck with minimum 12. -_- Whatever happened to save the angbaos for jovina fund.

Stupid man.

; never a right time to say goodbye

Seriously over-eating these days, I've no idea why.

I've pin-pointed it to being at the boyfriend's, since it's over there when I feel hungry 24/7 and stuff myself with all the junk, besides heading out to dinner and supper.

But now I'm home and I don't know why, I had dinner at 12am last night, and though I wasn't in the least hungry I cooked noodles and downed them just to have something else to do whilst I was reading.

And for breakfast, I had Kokokrunch, half a plate of instant pasta (those you cook with butter which is absofuckinlutely creamy and thus sinful) and I was effing bloated but I still stuff myself with a single cookie.

Now I feel sick.

And Erik's not making it any better by suggesting that I might be pregnant. Oh the horror, I tell you. Chinese New Year, and all the goodies like ba kwa mini prawn rolls chocs aren't helping either.

; sirens

I've always abhorred personal attacks and cheap shots and this has nothing to do with me at all.

Okay, maybe it was my big mouth for telling it to my boyfriend who published it despite my mild (hello for someone i loathed with all my heart and soul then, mild already means I have a conscience) protest, but Wanwin's whinings of 'You two fucking got me into alot of trouble' and 'Jona hates me even Jona fucking hates me' is seriously driving me insane.

And I thought everything was over, and I can live in peace now.

Calvin requested the removal before the victim woke up to save him unnecessary troubles of her complaining and everything. So I deleted the entry from the boyfriend's blog, for a friend's convenience.

I don't know how Ww got involved in all of this and why she thinks people are blaming her or anything.

No names were mentioned, so why tense, everyone?

So sickening. I can't wait for the simple ang bao collecting days ahead. 18. Should wheedle $818 ang bao from Dad this year. Mom's ang bao can make it 1k! Think I'm daydreaming Haha I would be lucky if he hands out $500 and Mom, $200 this year. Stingy people.

Dad's the dumbest ass in the world, his minimum ang bao was $20! Yeah, even to the condo's security guards and those nasty lil kids my lil bro brings home. Goodness. I heard on some radio station that the average red packet's $4! Geesh. I'm so gonna convince him of my $6 theory this year. Except to my friends la they're good people hehehe. Then the excess can go to me!